Chapter Four

                                                 ...Sincere...

Walking in the club at the same time everyday... sincere preferred being called sin greeted the usually people in the club at opening time... it was a little hole in the wall but it got crunck at night and her paper was always right..sin was slims bottom bitch... been with him for years had a child by him and would never leave his side... even with the dirt he throw her way for these play with hoes running behind him... she always let herself know that in the end she would get her just deserve and bitches come and go and when he turn around she will always be here regardless... but she still remembers the pain and all she has been through that lead up to know and the relationship she has with him today... its easy to forgive but its much more hard to forget..in the dressing room sin sat down and prepared herself for work... opening her locker she sorted out what she would like to wear and what she wouldn't... more females wondered in for work greeting each other then also focusing in on what to wear... usually gossip came out... this bitch chose to this nigga this nigga beat this bitch... sin just listened never really commenting she wasn't that type... she herself didn't like her family business spread or talked about so why even go to that level with these girls... finally finishing getting dress she hears her name being called its time for her to go on stage... sin loved the stage all eyes on her and she could really dance she liked captivating the audience with her twist and turns climbing down the pole opening her legs letting her neatly trimmed pussy show... sin danced sexual off of slow songs like R. Kelly and Avant she never got completely naked to the second song... always leave them wanting more... stepping on stage as her first song started we belong together by Mariah she looked like a black Barbie doll... sin was slim and had a perfect body no scars or scratches her eyes were almond shaped and she wore hazel contacts she had a long blond curly sow  in and the color matched her caramel complexion real well she was five five with the stelltioed she stood model height of five seven she was proper born and raised in Amityville long island she graduated Farmingdale high school... so naÃf¯ve to the street she attended a block party in Brooklyn with a homegirl... approach by a fine ass nigga named slim she spent the weekend with him... slim spent the days grooming sin about what he did and sweet talked her telling her all the things that was good and nothing that was bad... falling in love with him within days sin wanted to do anything to keep the man next to her so swallowing her pride and everything taught to her she stood on pennsalvia ave in a red skin tight dress that really showed her chest and matching four inch heels with a black wig and  caught her first date... that Monday night barley making it to the blue Honda accord without falling on her face in the shoes she smiled politely at the Spanish looking boy driving... would you like sum company she said shyly... how much one hundred she said looking down at her feet... get in... she looked back at slims car parked down the street... he promised to follow her on all the cars she got into... he told her go to linden and Georgia and no where else... park on that block as he would when she was done with her date she would get out the car there and get into his... he himself would take her back to the track... he made her repeat his instructions several times...were do we go said sins first date... Georgia and linden sin said repeating her instructions... slim drove her there from her street corner to make sure she new were she was going... she was a suburb girl not from the city... pulling on the street and parking in front of a brownstone with a broken street light sin turned to the boy and asked for her money first also his instructions... the Chico pulled out his wallet and counted seventy five dollars... sin took the money and got in the backseat... her instructions were take all money short money is still money... don't be a cheap bitch he said know when to say yes and no... she decided to say yes seventy five was close to eighty more then she had know...pulling down her panties she put a condom on the checos dick already hard... laying on her back she opened her legs... now sin wasn't no virgin but she never really slepted around and when he entered her it hurt... she moaned out in pain he banged her harder thinking that's what the pretty red whore wanted... never really looking at him she continued to take the pain till he grunted and ahhed pulled out and got off of her... sitting up she pulled her panties back on fixed her wig which held her money said thank you and got out the car... walking to slims car she held up her head and put on a smile she didn't wanna seam unhappy...getting in the car she handed him the money... driving back to the block he told her she did good and that's the type of bitch he need... she soaked it all in and wanted to be that bitch for him... getting out the car she walked like she was on a mission... making the same trip to her parking spots seven more times that night she made a total of five hundred dollars... slim was praising her all the way back to the hotel room he rented her for the week... that's my girl you do that every night we will be alright babygirl he said kissing her forehead... pulling up to the hotel he said go upstairs and get sum rest ill be back later to check on you... I have to handle a couple of thangs... sin was stuck she never thought she would be alone... he put his hand on her knees sincere ill be back later go get some sleep... okay slim she said shyly... sin call me daddy and hold ya head cause today you paid a pimp and from now on your whole world will be different trust me understand... yes daddy she said and smiled now go upstairs...her two song set was over sin collected her stage money mostly dollars but this tall brown skin nigga tip her a twenty when she fell into a split and popped her ass up... she gave him the sexy look leaving stage going to freshen up in the back... wiping herself down with her towel she sat down to catch her breath... eventually putting her outfit back on sin stepped from the back glanced around the club walked to her first trick and asked for a tip for her dance smiling always remember to smile... the night went along pretty much like that till she did her first vip then they just came back to back... its always like that once niggas see that you fucking and sucking they line up to take they turn... sin was fair in the vip room... she always made sure her tricks came within a reasonable amount of time if not they paid her more and she spent more time or the date was over and she went back out front to catch another... walking from the back sin seen a familiar face that was dangerous to see... turning around and going straight to the dressing room sincere sat down and put her hands on her head and her head in her lap trying to stop the memories and the dull ach that started in her temple... signing she closed her eyes remembering how that familiar face almost ruined her life...... daddy sin said smiling here is your money counting fifteen hundred dollars slim looked at his newest bitch with such pleasure that she didn't care about the looks from his bottom bitch sitting in the front she knew that the bitch couldn't fuck with her trap... she just recently found out about slims two other bitches lyric and jada... she was still green but new these hoes meant compation for slims attention... so she vowed to herself to be that top bitch and get more money then either everyday and today both there traps together couldn't equal hers... heading to the house he praised sin all the way... the look on jades face was priceless to sin and she just kept smiling... getting out the car to go in the house slim called sin back to the car... lets take a ride he looked to jada and lyric his instructions were to go in the house and get sum sleep... barley keeping there composer they walked away from the car and went in the house... sin got in the front seat and slim drove away it was early morning a Saturday... Friday night had been real good to sin and slim thought she deserved something special... heading to fulton street to do some shopping for his bonafide green bitch he pulled his dick out his pants and as shy as sin use to be she leaned over and took it in her mouth while he drove the Brooklyn streets... when he finished and she swallowed it all was when she lifted her head up and asked daddy were we going... you deserve a reward you've been doing real good and working real hard don't think I don't see it so just sit back and breath baby I got you... feeling proud that this was her man she laid back to enjoy her time... getting to fulton street slim pulled out no stops when  spending for this broad... this one was a money maker he had no problem making her happy and just sit back and reap the benefits... slim was pimping he new how to train him a hoe... sin received nothing but name brand baby phat jeans dkny skirts and shirts he even bought her an iceberg dress with matching shoes sum stelltioes personal items makeup and then he got her hair done a blond body wave sow in weave... by the end of the afternoon sin looked like a new bad bitch about money... final going home sin couldn't stop saying thank you she was really happy... slim just smiled pulled out his dick and got head all the way home...coming out of her day dream sin sighed yeah it use to good like that... again thinking of the face in the crowd of the club knowing in her heart that nigga was looking for her she thought back when she first met that nigga that nigga Kane...sin stepped out her cherry red CLK 320... she looked good as usual but her heart was heavy daddy and her weren't the same... shes been with him now two years and she was still doing her thang but it was like he moved on... he bought her her own crib and gave her a car and just left her alone... he came threw just to brake her and suck his dick... it made her frustrated and she was lonely she wondered what new bitch he got deserved so much attention... walking into the store another benz pulled up... not really paying it no mind hell she got a benz to... but when the nigga opened the door tupac spilled out she glanced over smiling thinking of her wifein law nature... the nigga who stepped out just kept her eye he was that fine... she stood at the door till he got close and just stared... he smiled and his dimples made sin weak in the knees... whats good shorty u waiting for me... sin just smiled held out her hand and said whats up im sincere... kane he said taking her hand really looking at her... he saw that she was a bad bitch... suddenly switching his style kane ask her out... what up sin can I take u out somewhere... looking at him loneliness lust and a need she didn't recognized took over... writing down her number she handed it to him... acting shyly told him to call her anytime... forgetting what she needed from the store she walked back to her car just for him to see it... letting him understand she get money to... starting her car he pulled up dialing her number on his phone laughing he said what up... just grinning at him she too picked up her phone... nothing whats good... they engaged in the usual conversation were you from and who they new then kane let her know... what up with you sin can I get to know you maybe be a part of your life... thinking how rough it was at that point in time she again shyly smiled...  he then said fuck it meet me here tonight around eight is that iight... she just nodded her head forgetting the pimp that she had to pay instead looking for sum different attention... she didn't even let him now she was about money... finally driving off sin thought about the date she just set with a square nigga and was happy more for the attention of a fine nigga then anything else... getting home she started to search threw her closet looking for the right outfit...

Kane new who the fine caramel girl was... he also new who her man was and the look in her eyes was one of neglect... kane never understood how these faggot ass niggas claiming to be g's got these bad ass bitches to sell they pussy and give them all that money... yeah he knew she was a hoe... but not just any hoe that buster ass niggas slim bitch... he was plotting he had to do this right... all these years of beef and the nigga finally slipped up threw a bitch... yeah the nigga slim turned his sister out three years ago... kane caught the bitch on queens plaza selling ass and when he hopped out the car to go get her this faggot ass nigga gonna run up like he about to take a bullet for a bitch... talking all loud moving his hands... I shut that shit down real quick punched him dead in his face while telling him that's my sister threw her ass in the car and drove away... but it was no use whats that saying once a hoe always a hoe... two days later she ran off with a next nigga... she calls me from time to time she in Florida working some street in south beach she sounds okay but I still don't approve... but this bitch sin she was fine and his enemies bitch... but remembering the look in her eyes that nigga slim must be fucking up... thinking these thoughts kane pulled up to his hideout to collect todays dough from his workers... handling his business he headed to his crib thinking up a plan... he was gonna turn slims bitch out thinking of all the yayo he controlled... paybacks a bitch he thought and laughed..later on that night after taking sin to dinner and a movie she suggested and kane also offered to have a night cap at his crib... planning to just talk and get to now the suave fine sexy nigga sin followed him to his two story condo overlooking the queens borobridge... nice crib you got here kane... he smiled and just observered her... so kane what kind of name is that what ya momma name you sin said laughing... he loved her laugh her smile her smell and he just met tha bitch... thinking of his plan of revenge made his heart heavy this could be his wifey... my real name is Kendell but these niggas in the street don't need to know that so they now me as Kane..oh and what do you do sell cocaine... he just looked at her with a guilty look which she saw and shut up about the situation but he was curious since she brought it up... why he said slyly you use... how those white boys say it u want to party... sin looked degusted I don't do that shit never have never will... yeah kane said never say never... fixing her a drink they sat on his Italian leather couch and talked about the movie the just went to see never die alone starring dmx... it was a great movie and an even greater interpretation of the book... smiling at him sin said so I guess the whole story is up your alley huh..he was a cold dude but in the end he tried to make thangs right but I guess to many years had past and what was right got faded away with anger..they continued to chat about this that and other thangs when kane decided to make his move... pulling out his stash he placed a white line on the table with a straw he snorted it up his nose leaned back peeked at sin then put another one down... would you like to try once wont kill you... sin fought with herself inside she wanted him to like her maybe keep seeing her slim wouldn't know he barley paid her any mine except for his money and his child it couldn't hurt... laughing and picking up the straw she said this anit heroin is it... kane laughed to no baby im not that cold he said laughing to himself... here you hold the straw to your nose and sweep across the powder at the same time snort your nose... the first couple of times she blew it away or didn't snort hard enough... sorry she said looking at him... its okay kane responded I got plenty... the rest of the night they snorted cocaine and just shared stories... when he dropped sin off to her car he gave her a little more just to get her by when she came down... she said by and thank you she had a wonderful time and she hope she could do it again one day... kane repeated the same and watched her drive off thinking the bitch can hold her drugs... they sniff more then an eight ball and she still looked straight... but the seed was planted all he could do was sit back and wait..sure sin was high but an ass whipping from a pimp can make you sober up real fast... it was two thirty in the morning she had a little bit of bread but not her usual amount... he hadn't called to check on her yet so she was good... since she was close to the plaza she decided to get down... she only needed maybe two three hundred wasn't impossible plus she was classy new how to talk and spend time it wouldn't be that hard... driving by twin dounuts she saw countless hoes... so the track was popping... not wanting to around anyone she drove to the 114 side and parked  looking in the mirrior she fixed her makeup and checked her nose... thinking of the cocaine she said to herself not bad not bad at all... getting out she posted up on a main street so cars could see her and she could see whats coming... the frist car that stopped contained to young black guys... politely denying there suggestion to take they money they finally drove off... next was a middle age white man driving a up to date e class sin just got in... hello sweetheart he said while touching her breast... sin smiled how are you touching between his legs... better now that you got in how about an hour at the hotel... how about three hundred... well for three hundred we can go to my house not far from the hotel just off of queens blvd... sure sweetheart she said loving her luck anything to make you happy... an hour and sum change later sin was getting out of a cab getting in her car and leaving the track... her money was like it need to be... she got away with it she thought to herself at the same time taking a bumb from the stash that kane had giving her not bad not bad at all she repeated...